Unwelcome Daughter/Nightmares

Unwelcome nightmares

Assault rare peace of sleep

Past dragged up from 

Black Lagoon, adding

New details which claw

Gnaw frail fabric of ageing

Soul till shredded hem

Is all that remains to

Grasp in trembling

Fingers… scrap to wrap

Around naked bleeding

Heart, remnant of Self’s

Scattered puzzle pieces…

Too often it’s her face

Floating amid the chaotic

Scenes, her violent voice

Harsher silence torturing

Me for reason mysterious

Never to be solved…

That I am despised is all

I’ll ever know… her first 

Child disgusting, shunned

Displeasing, unwanted

Forever unwelcome

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Unwelcome Thoughts

Like small white balls

Air-blown in cage machine

For bingo games, unwelcome

Unbidden thoughts continually

Burst to surface of conscious

Mind, short-circuiting transitory

Peace, hurtling me off on 

Deadly tormented tangents…

I hurriedly try to race ahead

Of them, make escape, while

At the same time, tugging on

Reins to stop their hell-bent

Gallop toward cliff’s edge…

Surely they are invisible barbed

Demons from spirit world

Beneath earth’s verdure and

Glorious rich depths of sea… they

Are not invited, must I repeat

Destroyer’s stealthy assault minions

Sent specifically to slay me

 ©Rhen Laird/Cobbled Contemplations, 2020 ~ All rights reserved.

https://sammiscribbles.wordpress.com/2020/06/27/weekend-writing-prompt-163-unwelcome/